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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-06 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Even out of the darkness, Greed moves so differently. It doesn't matter what kind of being he is— human or otherwise— it's that confidence like he knows just what he is at all times, and never has to apologize for it.

What is his secret, she wonders? What makes a person feel that way, entirely, confidently, to their very core? That Greed never has to lie about who or what he is or what he does? She's jealous of it.

She reaches up and toward him, taking his hand, using it to pull herself up and toward him.]


My name makes itself,

[She insists, putting on a cool smile, newly-gilded tooth glimmering in the reflections of neon.]

So I'm never too busy for you.

[The emphasis is on You. Greed is different, and in a way she wants him to know this, wants him to have some little bit of power over that, wants him to hold it like she's given him something secret. Trust. Admiration. Jealousy. A special little place in her heart once occupied by just her brother, but still compartmentalized and controlled— and yet that manages to wrench a bit of truth from her.]

I wanted to see you.
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-07 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Ugh, she knew he was going to notice sooner or later, but Velvet didn't count on feeling so guilty about it. Between scolding Val and screaming at Angel she's maybe starting to think that I don't make mistakes comment she made before is more of a lie than she thought it was.

She lies all the time, but Greed never has to. It makes a part of her want to be more truthful, but it's a part she doesn't really trust yet. Still— she follows him, watching his hands, that are so different than hers and from a human's. (And why is that so interesting?)]


You mean Angel, right?

[A dissatisfied sigh.]

I got a second job, but it turns out that some people have a weird idea for what counts as a uniform.

So, yeah, I guess he and I match, now.
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-07 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's being so serious, and so calm. She can't lash back out at him the way she did Veneer or Angel, because he hasn't lashed out at all. Greed is just calm, cool, as usual, and— serious.

The defensiveness still comes, bubbling out as a—]


I— I was just gonna use him—

[But then it hits her—

use him for what? She'd have to give context, wouldn't she?

She is made of lies and she has lied and lied and lied and not prepared for this particular one. No— what she didn't prepare for was finding someone it didn't feel good to lie to, and in doing so be faced with the truth herself.

She is delusional, but not without limits. Unfortunately those limits come with a need to defend herself from things Greed hasn't said— hasn't so much as even implied. In rare form, she babbles almost like her brother, when usually he's the one modelling her.]


I didn't know he was— I mean, I'm not stupid, I'm going to come up with a plan— I— I had a plan, actually! And I know that— that Angel and Veneer think I can't do it, but I had! A plan!

[Even her fur bristles; the normally unphased Velvet is clearly distressed. But it's not Greed she's forming a defense against, of course— it's the voice of defeat in her own head, taking the shape of two people whose opinions she's come to value more than she's ready to admit.]
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-08 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Velvet sits when commanded. She isn't threatened, but she is thrown off. Still, if she didn't want to sit, she wouldn't. If she didn't want to stay and listen, she wouldn't. But the fear is catching up to her, and the Velvet that doesn't trust anyone but her brother doesn't have her brother at her back this time. She wants, she wants, she wants, and she wants to trust Greed.

But all of the responses Velvet can give to his question, she already knows the response to.

I've done it before.
And it blew up right at the last minute.

I thought I wanted it more.
More than a guy named Greed? Try again.

I'm different.
She's not. That's the whole problem. She's just like every other Rageon, a nobody, a nothing, trying to make something out of stolen talent.

Velvet feels like a child, but not so much scolded. This is worse. Greed's voice isn't judging her like Veneer and Angel's, and that just makes it easier to push her own judgement on herself.]


...He didn't promise anything like that. Or— I mean, I don't believe him, I just needed his magic.

[She says it like she has to pull it out of herself, twisting the handle of her bag between her fingers, staring at the floor like there's nothing better to look at than what's under her feet.]

I lied to him to get what I wanted.

[Nobody believes her, either, she's sure. She's having trouble believing herself.]
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-10 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Velvet only gets poutier as Greed talks at first, no doubt ruminating over it all, of how her biggest mistake must have been saying anything and letting this secret get out at all.

But then Greed is— crouching in front of her? And explaining to her... how to harm someone?

All these weird little aliens in heaven and hell have been so different from Rageons— from their customs to their attitudes to their values— and here Greed is, proving he's no exception. There isn't complaint about how bad her decisions are, how she doesn't listen, how she puts herself in these positions. Just, "I know this story, and here's how we rewrite it."

It's weird enough to throw Velvet off just long enough to make her listen. To make her pay attention, whether or not she's ready to accept the truth. Blinking her big ol eyes, she watches Greed lay out his own body like a map.

She'd told Valentino he needed to watch his reputation, she'd heard what Angel had said earlier— but Greed talking about having to fight the guy... just what has she gotten herself into? It's not enough to convince her to stop— it never is— but...

This is all so much more serious than she gave Angel credit for, isn't it?

Well, Valentino has pretty long legs, anyway. Big targets. Velvet can commit this to memory.

Think you can do that? she hears Greed ask.

She lets go of her bag to wiggle her fingers, showing off those brand new claws.]


I mean, what else do I have these for, right?

[She's too tired, too upset, to tack on the apart from looking fabulous that might normally follow that statement. And so she sighs instead, resting her elbow on her knee and her chin in her hand.

Would Greed be so kind to her, she wonders, if he realized what kind of nobody she really was before? Like Angel and Veneer clearly knew?]


Of course I can do it.

[Unlike her brother's blatant self-deprecation, Velvet's is sarcastic and coded. She rolls her eyes, her free hand wiggling as one pathetic half of a jazz-hands motion.]

What can't I do?
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-13 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Velvet may not have come with paw-pads before showing up in hell, but the softness of those paws is even truer to how delicate rageons can be than their own rubber bodies. Those bodies weren't made for brute force, and Greed is right to assume that Velvet's probably never actually had to do much defending, save for maybe throwing rocks at anyone who spoke the wrong way to Veneer.

So when he asks if she can really do it, Velvet pouts just a little at Greed— but then he's before her and—

Oh he is removing his clothes.

What?

Velvet squints at Greed as though maybe she's not seeing him properly. But no, he is actually pulling his shirt off, and his body is so very human— and in that, even more alien to Velvet than just those circles. Still, there is something so intimate about that, so jarring, that it seems to short circuit Velvet.]


...Hah?

[An unattractive little honk of confusion. Velvet raises a brow.]

You want me to— you want me to hurt you. Like— on your body.

[Well, yes, Velvet, as opposed to where else...?

She's drained a troll nearly to death before, but tearing through someone... That's something else, isn't it? Even Velvet becomes unsure for a moment, when the reality of Greed's request sets in.

She draws her hands to her chest, claws curling in.]


I mean— it wouldn't be the same, right? I don't want to hurt you.
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-16 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Greed probably has noticed already from watching Veneer that Rageons aren't really even built for their own defense. They're meant to slip away when they can, to evade, not to rip and tear. But hell has blessed Velvet with a new form and a new instinct.

When she sees that expression on Greed's face, Velvet shrinks just a little. Her own idealism has Greed built up in her mind, and seeing him with an expression that feels so dark and cold gets her tail puffed up in a defensive display. But Greed is able to get a surprising amount of space out of her— she presses back into the couch as he draws closer, eyes open as wide as they can go, but doesn't reach out to stop him just yet.

She has never noticed, really, how much not really standing taller than her doesn't make Greed not bigger than her. It'd never been on her mind, not since the first time they'd met. But he is big and he is strong and for once since then, watching as Greed changes before her, Velvet realizes that perhaps there have been reasons to fear him, after all. But more than that;

Greed is so serious.

He is so deadly serious right now, because Valentino is a real and true threat.

Valentino is a threat and she has fucked up so bad.

She has fucked up so bad, and if the others figure out she's fucked up, it will all fall apart. Velvet will fail again, and everyone will judge her, and Veneer will betray her, and Greed will look at her with the face he is looking at her with now.

But Velvet doesn't like to lose. And she doesn't know when to stop. And even when she hurts, even when she doesn't believe in herself, even when she can see for herself how wrong she's gone, Velvet refuses to give up until she is stopped.

Just close your eyes and pretend this is it.

Velvet's wide eyes shut tight, her pink nose wrinkles, her lips screw up in a timid pout. She can feel Greed's breath near her face, can feel the pressure of the seat giving beneath his hands and behind her— closing her eyes makes him no less threatening.

She can imagine it because she has always been desperate. Desperation is not foreign to her. She can summon that need, that desire— except now it's stronger than ever, because the desire not to lose is coupled with the desire not to be turned away. Velvet is desperate, and she desires, and she wants.

And she wants to win, and to have, and to keep.

Velvet knows just what to think of for her 'last shot'. In the darkness past her eyes, she watches a dark hand reach out for her.

Her eyes snap open and Velvet hisses, loud and animalistic, her hair and fur all puffing along with her tail. Her bendy body makes it easy for her to curl deeper into herself like a cornered mustelid, like a coiling snake, and using that pent up energy she's able to get a better swing at Greed.

Even if Velvet was stronger than the average Rageon, she doesn't have the body weight to knock a humanoid as big as Greed away from her. Pushing him back with her claws isn't even on her mind. Instead she leans her head toward him as if to distract him with her growling and hissing, slamming her hands against his torso underneath his ribcage on both sides.

Her claws plunge into his skin as she grips him tight, and once she's dug them in, Velvet twists her legs together and hops her butt off the couch seat just a bit. This leverage allows her to slip between Greed's legs, and while she does that, she rakes those gold-painted claws down, down, down, tearing through flesh that is so soft and so unlike her own, letting go only once her hands make contact with his belt.

Out from under Greed's legs, Velvet scurries behind him and growls and curls defensively again like a cat, a motion completely foreign to her rageon body but completely natural to this one. ]

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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-19 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
[There is a feeling completely unfamiliar to Velvet at the sight of all that blood.

At first it doesn't entirely process. That isn't what blood looks like for Rageons or even Trolls— so dark and serious and cold of a red. But when everything clicks, a feeling burns in that minky-demon brain.

Success. A successful hunt. A successful kill. It's a wave of satisfaction that's cut off all too quick by the strange way Greed's once-dying body begins to crackle and spark and move and regenerate. Velvet and her terrible little mink brain become threatened once again. Her eyes turn the shade of hot pink her irises are all the way to the edge, leaving no sign of the once-yellow sclera, and her horns get larger, sharper. Her blood-covered claws form more perfect arcs as the reanimated Greed steps closer and closer still, his words falling on deaf ears for just a moment. She doesn't care if he isn't mad, she's scared— she can't believe what's just happened—

And then— the lock. Yes, that's right, her treasure from their first night seizing this world. Alien though Greed may be to her, he has won Velvet's trust. He's done it more than anyone else has, as far as she's concerned. Velvet's fur begins to flatten, her hissing and growling quieting, and she curls into herself a little as she becomes less and less threatening.


And I don't let anyone take what's mine.

He's believed in her, and believed in her, and believed her. And she is a treasure of his. It doesn't matter how many treasures he comes to have— she is one, and he is one of hers.

Velvet takes a deep breath, closes her eyes, and quickly stands in front of Greed.

She lifts her hands, drops them on his shoulders, and opens her eyes— the normal ones, the ones from this body anyway, that he knows well. She looks into his, carefully, contemplatively, and takes another breath.

She smiles for just a moment.

And then, shaking Greed by the shoulders, Velvet absolutely screams.]



Why didn't you JUST TELL ME YOU COULD DO THAT?!
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-20 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Mouth pursed up into a teeny little pout, Velvet listens to Greed's reasoning— and then rolls her eyes, dissatisfied. Apparently unphased by their closeness, by Greed's touch, Velvet takes her bloodied hands and grabs Greed's face like she would Veneer's when they were kids and starts tugging at his cheeks.]

Yeah? Yeah? Sure sounded like it hurt to me!

Does this hurt?! Huh?!

[Sorry, Greed, she'll... she'll calm down in a bit—]
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-21 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Velvet lets Greed pry her hands away by the wrists, staring him down with such a pout. But then she breathes out another sigh, and lets it go.

She was afraid, and now she isn't. Everything is fine, and this person who has become important to her isn't looking at her with that cold look anymore, isn't on the floor— god he is still covered in blood, though, and as Velvet looks at her hands she realizes— yeah, yeah, so is she. Gross.]


...You're lucky it's a good face.

[She tilts her head up, not exactly smug, but putting back on her metaphorical princess crown, which is in no way also a convenient means of not looking at Greed's smile and being cowed by his laughter. She's still definitely offended, after all, just look at her.]

And since you were so worried about me, then I can leave the cleanup to you.

[She wiggles her fingers at him, still in his grasp. Velvet is definitely absolutely implying she means to make him also wash blood off her hands.

Her dignified act only carries so far, though, as her voice gets just a little meeker when she adds;]


....And you don't have to worry so much. 'Cos I can do it.

I can do whatever needs to be done.

[With her head tilted imploringly, her eyes the softest they've been for him, a rare sight of softness at all—]

Nothing is taking me out of your plans.

[The corner of her mouth lifts, her little minky ear twitches— and she takes one hand away from him to boop his nose with a paw pad and leave a little red smear.]
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-22 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
You should know by now exactly how demanding I can be.

[Especially since he just lets her. It's one of the things she likes about him. She can play her little game, make herself feel important— and there he is with that sharp-toothed smile. It's comforting, even now.

She sits, as directed, eyeing Greed carefully as she listens to him. Not out of fear, no, she really is over it all— she'll think about the sight she's seen later, but everything turned out alright, didn't it? No, her concern comes in a somewhat hesitant question—]


Is that why you're not mad at me?

Avarice?

[It's not a word she's heard often, but it's one she likes. It's one a Rageon would like.]
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[personal profile] outrageon 2024-04-23 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Velvet's hands respond to Greed's, allowing him to do as he needs. Her paw pads aren't exactly like skin— just a little too perfect and too plush, considering they're just as rubber as the rest of her. She spreads her fingers out when he checks, turning them over. She's gotten used to it herself, but those claws being attached to her hands is actually new.

She lets him talk and watches his face, and some small part of her realizes that she hasn't really watched anyone like this before, hasn't particularly endeavored to look outside her double-edged mirror. Noticing things at all about Greed like this is new to her, anyway. He isn't one of the two people she's devoted her life to knowing— herself, and her version of Veneer.

It's times like this he actually looks like some kind of ageless being to her. It's not the way his eyes glimmer in the dark, or his demonlike stature— she isn't unaware of magical things or even scary ones. But it's this face like Greed knows something Velvet couldn't even hope to understand that really makes her believe him.

No, of course she believes him.

He isn't a liar, like her, and for one of the first times, Velvet doesn't actually feel good about it.

She stares back at their hands again— no, not at her own, but at Greed's. At his sharp claws, at the dark carbon color that contrasts so fully with her gleaming white fur, claws that could tear her and yet are being so, so gentle. That aren't letting her go or telling her to get away or that she isn't enough, isn't right, shouldn't be here.

A sigh. It's always so obvious when Velvet pouts, with her lips the way they are, even when they're absent of paint and just the same white as the rest of her.]


Veneer— kicked me out, until tomorrow. And Angel—

[Another sigh, and Velvet almost brings her free hand to rub her temple before she catches sight of it again and thinks better of it.]

I... might have... maybe yelled at him a little.

[It's not like Greed has to be gracious with her. She doesn't expect Angel to be, either. Veneer— Veneer...

Well, he always forgives her. It's what he's supposed to do. But Greed doesn't have that expectation, and something pulls at Velvet's brain, making her want to test him with the truth. If he knew, if he knows, the kind of person she really is— will he still want her in this world of his?]


I'm just saying, you wouldn't be the only person who has a problem with me tonight.

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