[well, that makes it less awkward, thankfully. except although she wants to say, "thanks" and leave it at that, it's only fair that he knows what he is signing himself up for. he's not silco, after all, and not everyone can handle her internal horrors with open arms. so unfortunately, she has to tell him the reason whether he suggests to keep it to herself or not.]
It's whatever. I don't need much. Just a space. I've got my stuff packed in a bag already.
But.
Just.
[she bites on the inside of her cheek for a moment.]
If I start... acting really crazy. Or do something crazy like... trying to end my life in some way, I need you to kick me or knock my lights out.
I don't think... talking me down is going to work. Not when my...head is this bad.
[hence why she is going to him and not anyone else she cares about. they would want her to talk it out or gust out her feelings when... she is tired of talking.]
cw: mention of suicide
It's whatever. I don't need much. Just a space. I've got my stuff packed in a bag already.
But.
Just.
[she bites on the inside of her cheek for a moment.]
If I start... acting really crazy. Or do something crazy like... trying to end my life in some way, I need you to kick me or knock my lights out.
I don't think... talking me down is going to work. Not when my...head is this bad.
[hence why she is going to him and not anyone else she cares about. they would want her to talk it out or gust out her feelings when... she is tired of talking.]
If you want to back out, I get it.