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the name's greed ([personal profile] nestingdevil) wrote2013-08-29 06:10 am
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Tell me about that ruby you were after. What the hell did you want it for?
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I got that.

Those two have no reason to want to take that but this thing apparently caught the attention of a few people.

You're telling me there was absolutely nothing out of the ordinary about that rock in terms of you wanting it?
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
Because they're my responsibility. And I need to know if they did it under influence and COMPASS is just bullshitting events as excuses to do what they please or if this is something in my control to fix.

[ and he doesn't think this information is going to save them but it'll do a lot for him in terms of knowing where he needs to stand and how. ]
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
I'm used to having to claw my way up from under a heel of authority abusing fuckwits like this Project Head.

[ he's used to it, but not quite at this level and never has there been a situation where it literally is impossible to get at this guy. the feeling of helplessness is maddening, but hijikata can't dwell for long. ]

I don't know yet. But, nothing is absolute—it just needs to be reassessed. If something goes in or it goes out of it, it's a flaw that can be exploited.

[ the problem is there isn't any time and no one here seems to have a clue to work off of. in fact, in really could very well be too late this time around. he can't think about that, though, even though he's not holding out any promises to himself that he's going to get them before it's their turn. ]
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
...Yeah, we do.

[ 'we' being carefully noted since this conversation definitely didn't start with such, not even from greed's mouth. so now, it looks like a slight change that might very well be worth entertaining. ]
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Hijikata Toshizou.
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ that's ok he'll forgive the lack of effort. hijikata is looking away, back towards heisuke in particular before looking back to the watch face. ]

Afraid I don't.
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
What were you thinking with it?

[ he's quiet a moment then before he's starting to walk himself, away from the quad because apparently there's nothing worth stalling and hoping for here. his voice is a little quieter when he responds.

pretty important? understatement.
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They are.

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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
That would mean I had more to actually lose in the first place.

[ he says it quietly, distant almost as if telling himself a reminder or two and in a way it is if only because 'losing more in the end'... in the end, didn't he lose everything, anyway? Everything, everyone, this place and their faces here as they are are all he has left to hold onto.

how is he supposed to look at that in any way rational?
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-16 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
...You're right.

[ shit shit shit. because he has to take things into account here that people who die don't stay dead which means it doesn't just end. he doesn't think of that in a hopeful way, but he does think of it in the sense that he probably needs to reevaluate getting himself killed and failing to help them, them getting killed and then for some reason him not around to maybe stop something like it happening again.

hijikata sighs himself before glancing up before finally stopping... because well.
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Seems like I don't even know where the hell I'm going here.

[ for more than one reason, but the biggest one would be he can't really remember the layout of the campus and where who and what are at this moment. so... he's going to wait here, plenty far enough away from the spectacle at the center of campus, at least. ]
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[personal profile] demarcates 2014-01-18 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
...That's true. You won't know for sure 'til you try.

[ how long has he been saying that himself, anyway, to start losing sight of it? maybe one too many failures are starting to weight from back home. he's not sure, but the point is, greed's right and he can't anything stop him but the fact of it end up being truly and absolutely impossible.

so, it's a good enough bone, certainly, to tug this dog away from a place it can't swim out from on its own.
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