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the name's greed ([personal profile] nestingdevil) wrote2013-08-29 06:10 am
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
What were you thinking with it?

[ he's quiet a moment then before he's starting to walk himself, away from the quad because apparently there's nothing worth stalling and hoping for here. his voice is a little quieter when he responds.

pretty important? understatement.
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They are.

demarcates: (❝VEIL ➚ the moon & hold the tide)

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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-15 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
That would mean I had more to actually lose in the first place.

[ he says it quietly, distant almost as if telling himself a reminder or two and in a way it is if only because 'losing more in the end'... in the end, didn't he lose everything, anyway? Everything, everyone, this place and their faces here as they are are all he has left to hold onto.

how is he supposed to look at that in any way rational?
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[personal profile] demarcates 2013-12-16 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
...You're right.

[ shit shit shit. because he has to take things into account here that people who die don't stay dead which means it doesn't just end. he doesn't think of that in a hopeful way, but he does think of it in the sense that he probably needs to reevaluate getting himself killed and failing to help them, them getting killed and then for some reason him not around to maybe stop something like it happening again.

hijikata sighs himself before glancing up before finally stopping... because well.
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Seems like I don't even know where the hell I'm going here.

[ for more than one reason, but the biggest one would be he can't really remember the layout of the campus and where who and what are at this moment. so... he's going to wait here, plenty far enough away from the spectacle at the center of campus, at least. ]
demarcates: seiko ❖ (Default)

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[personal profile] demarcates 2014-01-18 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
...That's true. You won't know for sure 'til you try.

[ how long has he been saying that himself, anyway, to start losing sight of it? maybe one too many failures are starting to weight from back home. he's not sure, but the point is, greed's right and he can't anything stop him but the fact of it end up being truly and absolutely impossible.

so, it's a good enough bone, certainly, to tug this dog away from a place it can't swim out from on its own.
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