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[personal profile] admonish 2024-10-28 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
It seems you and Alastor are cut from the same cloth in that respect. He was dumbfounded when I explained the terms of Lucifer’s deal with him, I don’t think he ever truly considered that the only thing he wanted out of it was his company. [ he lets out a sigh, gesturing vaguely at the air. ] He is, I know. Is it selfish to want to protect him from himself?

Lucifer plays his part well. To the eyes of someone on the outside looking in, he may very well be the cocky and charismatic ruler of Hell — but he hasn’t changed as much as he thinks he has. When we struck our deal, I told myself I would protect what little happiness he has managed to hold onto. If they make him happy, then who am I to get between that?

I just.. [ he cuts himself off, looking down at the clump of feathers in his grasp. while it doesn’t hurt to admit it, it does feel strange. ] I’m afraid, afraid that one day all of the reassurances in the world won’t be able to bring him back. It sounds foolish, yes, I realize that.

No, we don’t. All the same, if you do need to talk about anything, you know where my office is. [ Michael is still giving Greed an unimpressed look at his laughter when he cocks his head off to one side, as if lost. ]

Have you become a champion for my virtue? You make it sound like this is some sort of forbidden tryst. You found me in a state, cleaned me up and helped me regain my strength. There is nothing to confuse, I have every intention of telling him I was here. Why wouldn’t I?

[ the talk about immortality changes things, however. he actually looks concerned, continuing on gently. ] It would be an eternity, Greed, a life that you would be unable to share. If you could share it, what if your people declined it? You would have to watch them grow old and die, then repeat the process with those who take their place. How many would have to disappear before you regretted your choice?

I’m not being argumentative but, as someone who has that life, I’m curious. Human companionship is new to me, I’m trying to understand it through your eyes. [ to emphasize his resolve, he tips his face to look back up at him. ]

Heroic deeds aren’t my motivation and it may not be entirely altruistic of me to offer those things. The system in place right now is faulty, so I am trying something new in hopes of being able to implement it back home. Hate will get us nowhere but, perhaps, if we try to understand them, we can find common ground. It would ease the burden on Lucifer and Charlie and, in time, the animosity between Heaven and Hell may fade.

[ he is trying so damn hard to make this a reality, these are the types of notes lining the numerous journals in his room. ways to prevent conflict and eventually put a treaty in place. if the two sides can coexist here, it means there is a chance for them as well. ]

I was always taught to give someone the benefit of the doubt and to never judge a book by the cover. I just have to believe that if one Deadly Sin is capable of breaking free, then it’s achievable for the others as well. I think, maybe, that is why I feel so comfortable around you. You understand what it’s like to be one voice in a sea of thousands, going against the grain because you know what was asked of you was wrong. You did what I couldn’t.

[ he admires that aspect of his strength, more than he will ever be willing to convey. ] Maybe not, but did you ever think that maybe being separated from the others made Envy more willing to try? Siblings, in my experience, are often prone to foolish bravado and are eager to please their Fathers. Away from them, they are much more willing to hear an opinion that differs from the one they have been fed their entire lives, especially if it unburdens them.

[ after cleaning up the last of the feathers, he turns to watch him, making a face when he starts throwing things around. true to form, by the time Greed has turned around, Michael is on his way over to start cleaning them up — but then the sin closes the door. really, are you a homunculus or caveman? ]

I’m prone to overthinking, I will give you that much. All I know is what I see with my own two eyes. I suppose I could have misread someone once or twice in the past. [ no, no, he will not push, but he does raise an eyebrow and shoot him an amused look in return. ]

I will do my best. Fortunately for you, the idea of being manhandled this evening is on the bottom of my list. [ he steps closer and lifts his arm, diligently offering it to him while those tired eyes take in the process quietly from here on out. the likelihood that he is thinking about the closet mess is quite high. ]
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[personal profile] admonish 2024-11-05 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
After Lucifer was killed, yes, but I believe he was purposefully vague on the details. [ A pause, so he can give him a small, reassuring smile. ] No, I have no intention of attempting to squeeze them out of you. He had a reason for doing so and, while I may not like it, I will accept it.

[ Idly, he finds himself reaching up with his free hand to trace the path of Greed’s Shield when it begins to creep up his neck, but the touch his barely there and consists mostly of the grazing of nails against skin. When it settles, he watches it for a moment longer before lowering his hand. With all of the distractions, he hadn’t even noticed it wasn’t there earlier. ]

That hardly means I won’t try, he is my brother. Even if it meant my final breath, I would use it to save him. From himself, from the exorcists, from.. [ Father. He doesn’t manage to get the word out, but he is certain Greed can read between the lines. He has told him enough about his life. ] Lucifer shoulders a burden few could undertake, and has made it his life’s mission to pursue Charlie’s dream. To know that redemption lessens the numbers in Hell and tips the scales in favor of Heaven, that he is sending them to a place he will likely never see again, one that turned him away.

There isn’t a day that’s gone by since I arrived here where I haven’t been proud of him. [ At the mention of him possibly being a part of that happiness, he smiles. ] Some? We have everything to catch up on, so much that I often wonder if we’ll find the time to get to all of it here.

[ When Greed leans in, Michael stands his ground and meets the stare, eyes narrowing slightly. Eventually, he prods a finger against his forehead to keep him from getting any closer, looking amused. ] I’ve seen how wicked you can be, and everything about it would be forbidden for me. Temptation is a dangerous adversary, even in the hands of someone who would never force it.

[ All it takes is the light tap of the toe against his foot for Michael to step back and drop his hand back to his side. When the forced smile comes into play, he grabs Greed’s wrist to get his attention. ] Don’t do that. I am an open book, and have shared things with you that I haven’t told others. I will never pity you, so don’t feel the need to force something you don’t feel. Your bravado is unnecessary and you aren’t, I assure you, fooling anyone standing in this room.

[ Mercifully, however, he drops it after that and actually seems to give into his show. ] I could be even more intolerable and remind you that several seconds have already passed since you asked that of me, but I’m feeling charitable. I know that the affairs of your family don’t concern me but, if that is the case, I hope the ones you’re talking about never show up. I already have to keep an eye out for the Demon King’s brother, he said there is a chance he would attempt to harm Lucifer.

[ He can count the number of people who have told him to shut up in his life on one hand, most of them have been delivered by the former homunculus. Michael does quiet down, but only so he can test the movement in his arm and run his fingertips along his handiwork. A perfectly suitable job, at least he won’t have to worry about it getting infected. ]

Thank you. Truthfully, I don’t think you will ever grow accustomed to it. Some part of you will always be marginally frustrated by my thought process, and I think you’re well aware of th—AT!

[ The sound he makes is only slightly undignified, he should have seen this coming, but at least he doesn’t fight to get away. He just sits there, glowering up at him. ]

You do realize neither one of my legs are injured, correct?
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[personal profile] admonish 2024-11-06 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
I’ve never defied His Word, I didn’t think it was possible for me to doubt. He created me, everything that I am and am not is because he willed it to be so. Even after everything that has happened, I could not bring myself to hate Him. A silly sentiment, I imagine, when I could just as easily be cast out next.

[ He speaks the words with hesitance and, though he never looks up, it can be inferred that he is worried about who may hear him. Even his wings curl inwards when he speaks. He may love his Father, but he is also right to fear Him — all things considered. ]

We were the first, it was always going to be us. Our roles were decided for us and we played the parts we were given. The scales tipped the moment evil escaped from its prison. When an angel who didn’t know any better gave a gift that wasn’t his to give. I can still see him, Greed, down on his knees and begging for the forgiveness He never intended to give him.

In my waking hours, in my dreams. I often wonder if never being able to escape it is my price for not taking his hand that day because, had the roles been reversed, he wouldn’t have hesitated to save me.

[ Michael follows his lead, latching onto the present to keep from dwelling on the past. ] What would you have me say to him? I remember his eyes, they were the same eyes that begged me for help. It was as if he was reliving that day over again, and— [ He cuts himself off and simply shakes his head. ] I know Lucifer isn’t made of glass, but I still find myself wanting to handle him with care. I don’t want to mess this up, I can’t, but I still find myself saying the wrong things to him.

[ He is so afraid of failing him again, so much so that he would rather give him space than chance it. ] You said it yourself, you don’t take what isn’t offered, so there is no reason for me to fear you. [ There is a moment where he meets his gaze and looks into those eyes, almost seeming to be looking for something. ] I think there is very little I could offer you, and I respect you enough to be candid about that.

[ But he is quick to draw back. ] How many late night chats have we had? I don’t think it’s so much that I see through you as it is that I see you. It doesn’t matter how you try and dress yourself up, there’s an underlying sadness to you that I recognize. It calls to me, if that makes any sense.

Wrath.. [ He takes in his story and doesn’t interrupt him for the duration of it. It’s only when Greed starts to wind himself up that Michael reaches up catch him by the chin to ground him again. He doesn’t say anything at first, just stares up at him until the buzzing of his tail begins to die down. ]

I can’t do anything about the pain of the past, but I can be mindful of the future. If he shows up here, Lucifer and I will both stand with you. We will help protect you and anyone else within these walls, you have my word on that. And no, I know exactly what it means, everything has a price.

[ Why is he putting up with this abuse? Now he is being toted around like a blushing bride, only he looks about as enthusiastic as a child being faced with the prospect of going to bed early. It’s quite comical, the way he just begrudgingly accepts defeat. ]

Pain in the ass—something or someone that causes trouble; a source of unhappiness. For the record, I simply have high expectations that typically don’t include being groomed and carried. In fact, I don’t believe anyone has done that before.

[ He shakes his head, but still takes a moment to keep an eye out for stragglers. Just because he isn’t killing people anymore doesn’t mean someone else is following his good lead. ]

No, I’m too tired to fight anymore. Going out there would be dangerous, they already dislikes seeing angels down here. They would have a field day with an injured one, not that I would make it easy for them. I know when I have lost.

What are your terms?
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[personal profile] admonish 2024-11-07 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Anyone can change with the right attitude, but changing for us can lead to ruin. The higher you climb, the further the fall. I haven’t voiced my opposition not because I’m cowardly, but because, right now, I am one of the few allies Hell has. When they see what I have seen and finally understand, then I can speak candidly. I can’t help him if I’m down there with him, can I?

The walls have ears, Greed, you should know that better than anyone. Even here, I am careful with what I say. There are many versions of Heaven, I’ve found, and just as many versions of Him. If He does arrive here, who can say if it will be a magnanimous God or a spiteful one? The slope is a slippery one, but I intend to cross it.

[ The softness on the face of the former homunculus gives him pause, and he does find himself staring. He wonders what train of thought brought it on and how often he shows it to people — then he gets his answer. ]

It isn’t that simple, my role is all I’ve ever had. We were created for a sole purpose, I am having a difficult time moving beyond that. The fact that God isn’t here, anywhere, is alarming. Ever the dutiful son, I suppose, I strive for his approval even when he isn’t here to give it.

[ There is an amusement in his voice that doesn’t quite reach his eyes. It hurts and, through no fault of God’s, he feels like he has been abandoned here. The only guidance he can rely on is what he has obtained over the years, and none of it included arriving in a place like this. ]

You do realize you can call him by a nickname, don’t you? A long time ago, I used to call him Luci. [ There is that fondness, because he is speaking of the person who means most to him in this world. ] When we met each other here again, aside from some of the animosity I expected, it was as if no time had passed. He said that seeing Father here first changed things. A small mercy.

My honesty is the problem, I’ve never been one to mince words and the years apart haven't done that any favors. If anything, it has gotten worse. Slow and steady wins the race, I suppose. I’ll try and keep that in mind next time, I think handling him with kid gloves would only piss him off more. He would call it babying.

[ And he would be right. ]

Your avarice is going to be the death of you. A bit deep? How modest you are. If your avarice were a geological point on Earth, it would be the Mariana Trench. [ A pause, where he studies him for a moment and recalls the time period he came from. ] It is the deepest point on the planet, at the bottom of the ocean. I’m saying your avarice is a bottomless pit.

[ Just in case there was any confusion. At the next bit, he furrows his brows and doesn’t say anything, as if unsure. Finally: ] That isn’t something I can promise you, but I can say that I won’t go looking for him. However, you know that Lucifer will fight for his friends. He won’t hear it from me but, if he does realize your relationship is antagonistic, and Wrath does threaten you upon arrival, he won’t sit idly by and observe it. You are important to him, and he is important to me. If it comes to it, I will step in.

I’m nothing like my brother. Lucifer sees something and sees possibilities, whereas I see something and only think of its practical uses. He strives for peace, while I wait for another war. [ He wants peace as well, but knows the likelihood grows slimmer each day. ] Is that your deep, dark secret? If you were inherently bad, I wouldn’t be here, Greed, and I’m not naive enough to believe in scary stories. You are a mess, but I’m still here.

[ Yeah, that is certainly something, he wasn’t expecting him to stick around, but it doesn’t seem to bother him either. A sudden laugh gets pulled out of him, and he looks up at him. ] Talk about the pot calling the kettle black. Sometimes I think I could cheerfully strangle you, but that would put my piety into question.

You are harboring an angel in Hell that killed a demon, and all you want in return is for me to climb out from under my Father’s shadow? I’m sure you are already aware of this, but you are a strange man, Greed.

[ Rather than a jab, there is a smidge of fondness there. This is yet another example of how they were wrong, not all Sinners are repulsive monsters hellbent on turning those of a weaker constitution away from the light. This one has his own motives, yes, but aside from their battle, he has never felt unsafe here.

Mindful of the cigarette, Michael shifts his body so he can reach up with both hands and tilt Greed’s face down a fraction. He begins to murmur a string of words in a different language against his forehead, something older than the Earth itself. He might recognize a few of them if he has ever heard Lucifer speak the language. Otherwise, the only distinguishing one will be the quiet Amen at the end.

He seals the prayer with a chaste kiss planted in the middle of his forehead, then wordlessly moves to slide off of his lap and onto the opposite side of the couch. He lays down on his side, head against the arm of the couch, before curling a wing so he can survey it. Michael is meticulous in the way he goes over the feathers, checking Greed’s work thoroughly. ]


I’m not a fool, of course I have no intention of telling him. I don’t enjoy worrying him needlessly. We both survived, we can leave it at that. The only fortunate part is I wasn’t in possession of my sword. You wouldn’t have crept away relatively unscathed if I had it.

[ He curls himself up to make himself smaller at first, not wanting to crowd the other man with his limbs. Eventually, however, he stretches his legs out across Greed’s lap and seems to get comfortable. ]

.. it was a prayer, for protection. If anyone is in need of one, it’s you.