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[personal profile] opheliac 2025-10-12 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Prick. Scumbag. Street trash. Take your pick, asshole.

[and she was about to make her exit until she spots the sun gradually making its disappearance. groaning in frustration, jinx swallows her pride and pushes onward.]

Where are you crashing?
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[personal profile] opheliac 2025-10-13 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
Can I stay with you? [oh, this sounds weird and sudden.] Just for one day. There's a reason.
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cw: mention of suicide

[personal profile] opheliac 2025-10-13 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[well, that makes it less awkward, thankfully. except although she wants to say, "thanks" and leave it at that, it's only fair that he knows what he is signing himself up for. he's not silco, after all, and not everyone can handle her internal horrors with open arms. so unfortunately, she has to tell him the reason whether he suggests to keep it to herself or not.]

It's whatever. I don't need much. Just a space. I've got my stuff packed in a bag already.

But.

Just.


[she bites on the inside of her cheek for a moment.]

If I start... acting really crazy. Or do something crazy like... trying to end my life in some way, I need you to kick me or knock my lights out.

I don't think... talking me down is going to work. Not when my...head is this bad.


[hence why she is going to him and not anyone else she cares about. they would want her to talk it out or gust out her feelings when... she is tired of talking.]

If you want to back out, I get it.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2025-10-14 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[she says nothing on her side, but there's a sense of understanding and "hangs up" their connection by untying the blindfold off her face. if it wasn't for her tether with arthur, she wouldn't have been able to tap into her friend's mind for the map of the city, coming and going like a revolving door for directions. she just hopes he is just as nonchalant and cool about it as his attitude.

in time, she reaches the double down saloon with a suitcase in one hand and dragging a steel bat across the pavement in the other. there's a backpack clutching tight to her too, overly stuffed with who knows what inside. she is completely waterlogged; unlike her items, being an aquamancer comes with its nuisances, and one of many is continuously being soaked to the bone whenever she invokes her abilities. having her clothes and hair stick to her skin irked her in the beginning, but thanks to time, she has grown accustomed to the feel. she no longer has the urge to wipe the droplets from her nose or eyelashes with her palms or her forearms.

the bluenette pushes through the door, using her soggy shoulder while dragging her things inside. how funny her life is, though; she burnt down her home (the last drop bar) in zaun only for her to end right back into another one. jinx can't help but wonder if pubs are meant to be her true home no matter what world or dimension she crosses.]


[greed is right about one thing: the place does need a bit of love and care, except she isn't going to be the one to give it what it needs. getting attached to things or people is what her "curse" hungers for, and it has had its three-course meals lately. wheeling over her things to the bar, she takes her seat in the stool and lightly taps her fingernail on the countertop—a forced habit she did when chuck bartended and she wanted his attention for juice.]
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cw: schizophrenia + hallucination

[personal profile] opheliac 2025-10-15 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
[when the noise of someone entering the establishment reaches her ears, jinx twists to glance over her shoulder, her index freezing in mid-tap to drink in the appearance of the man who she will be staying with for the day. the muck on him doesn't faze her in the slightest; her biological parents worked in the mines when she was way young—the stench of axle grease filled every space of their home, mainly the living room.

still, the zaunite studies the former homunculus carefully as he maneuvers his way behind the counter, cueing her to shed her backpack off her shoulders then onto the table, the bag creaking a weighted thump.]


Nope, thaaat would be my big sis. When she's really down on her luck, that's where you'll find her. At the bottom of a mug or pit fighting. ...Juice is fine.

[as she reaches for the zipper of her bag, jinx pauses abruptly to smack her hand on the counter. ... how strange. but what makes it weirder is she then shoots a look to the left of them, towards nothing, with her brows raising as she scrunches up her face immediately after.]

What? There was a bug. You saw it there. I don't want it near my stuff.

[except there was no bug either. and just like that moment never happened, she returns to unfastening and rummaging through her backpack.]
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[personal profile] opheliac 2025-10-21 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[her eyes fixate deep into her bag, and the first thing she reveals is a pistol—crafted like any other except dyed in vibrant colors like pink, blue, and green. her doing, obviously, because what gunman would decorate their weapon in such a way? after a quick inspection, she sets it down on the counter and returns to searching.]

I... don't like sharing. Not if I don't have to.

[there's a hint of possessive twang in speech. because just the thought of having to split what belongs to her with someone else (particularly a stranger) brings slight sourness into her mouth. she's gotten a lot better about it, though; it used to make her stomach churn and had her fingernails dig into her skin. but thanks to her daughter, the idea of it only slightly repulses her. the next thing she withdraws from her pack is an explosive. like the gun, it's tagged, yet the appearance of it seems rather childish. hers, maybe? jinx sets that next to the gun. ]

Vi is the strongest person I know and has a hotter head than mine. [debatable.] She can make a guy three times my size cry for their mommy and whimper like some pathetic puppy just by throwing one punch.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2025-11-03 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[as the stranger rambles about his point of view about belongings, her lip twitches into a smile—it's small and a little hard to see with her face buried deep within her backpack, but it's there. his beliefs are a lot like silco's and hers, and it's a little refreshing to know that there are people beyond just her and her old man who think the same way they do.

her daughter attempted to explain to her once how people feel uncomfortable whenever she'd claimed things as her own, especially when it comes to people. that claiming takes away their freedom and independence—the very thing her city had been struggling for. but is it so wrong to be the first of someone you care for, and if that person decides to do something drastic like... bringing a love interest that could change the entire dynamic of your life and theirs, that you should have a say in it?

it's important that everyone gets along with everyone, and if they're no good for you, then they can't be good for them. after all, you were in their life first, and you should continue to be first. how is that possessive? how is that being greedy? ]


Yeah, well, my sis is only into women in uniforms, so you'll have to stick with howling and licking your own sacks.

[ how vulgar, but also a very, very subtle warning to not pull any moves on her. not that violet can't handle herself, but again, what kind of baby sister would she be if she wasn't overly protective?] — But good eye; when I'm not crashing parties and being the author of people's nightmares, I do artwork and invent things. And you're in charge of keeping them company and away from me while I'm... here. Dunno where I'm going after this; all of my best work is improvised.
Edited 2025-11-03 22:33 (UTC)