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the name's greed ([personal profile] nestingdevil) wrote2013-08-29 06:10 am
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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-28 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Switches. ]

If you tell anyone I said all of this to you, I shall punish for you later. [ Just not sure how. ]

Because it's nice to be spoiled. I want to be spoiled by someone. Why can't I have something like that? Am I not worthy of anything like that?

I suppose I'll just have to accept it, yes.

By the way, about your body, can you turn every piece of you into beautiful hardness? [ ♥ ]

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-28 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
It sounds like you getting comfortable. I wish I knew what that was like. [ He sniffles. He hasn't been back to his room for awhile. ]

And I'm not very nice sometimes. I try to be nice and sweet to people, but what does that get me? [ Hmphs. ] Yes, yes, you don't like it if people steal from you. I'd rather that someone were to hurt me and make me bleed... I'd like to be choking in my own blood, too. That really makes me very excited.

But they just say nasty things... which hurt my feelings rather than hurt my body and make this body of mine warm with pain and excitement. You are right about not being able to get what you want.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-28 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
No one is playing proper with me, Greed.

It must be nice. Any piece of you could be sweet for someone else.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-28 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
How did they figure it out so easily? I thought I hid my weakness. [ SNIFFLE. ]

I do.

You have no interest in that, but that doesn't mean people aren't interested in that with you.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-28 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
No. Killing people does nothing. Hypnotizing people does nothing. They just are able to break free of all those things. Do they understand that their mouths make it difficult for the rest of us to be able to be happy?

[ He hisses quietly. ]

I complain. I complain a lot.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-28 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
If I do anything... Clay will never speak to me.

I couldn't bear that, Greed. I'm certain he would hold even if I were to tear pieces of him out. He would not curse at me. Scream a few times in pain, yes, but just look at me with ... those sort of eyes that tear into one's soul ... and say nothing.

So, my hands are tied.

[ ... ]

As to what to do about you... you won't always be on guard. Even you have to rest. Then, I shall taste that skin of yours.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-28 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Because it's very complicated, Greed. You can try to make it not so, but that doesn't mean that it isn't.

[ He lets out a small sigh, sad. ] I don't know. Could you remind me what you said?

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-29 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
No, but I like pretending I do. Can't you pretend with me?

[ A huff. ] I can pretend that I am that dense. Perhaps, people will just start to think I'm a fool. Fools are forgiven easier than those that are sharp, right? A blunt blade occasionally cuts and it is the fault of the other person.

And your feelings are not close to the surface either.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-29 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
So you say. [ A soft wet sound as he slips his tongue out, sucking in a bit of air around it as it lightly glides just underneath his teeth as he presents it to the screen before he pulls back. ]

They think they're so clever, but they're not as smart as they think. They're not as clever as they like to believe. They've left themselves open and do not even realize it.

About anything, Greed. Your feelings are buried so deep that I wouldn't be able to hurt them even if I tried.
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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-29 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
What? And just let myself be backed into a corner? That's hardly fair.

[ He lets out another huff before a soft thud. Lying on the floor now, his voice slightly muffled as he talks into his arm more than the communicator. ] There has to be something you want more than anything else.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-29 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ He picks his head up. ]

What value do you see in me?

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[personal profile] barebacking 2013-11-29 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
I appreciate your honesty.

[ There is a loud crack against the wooden floor before the sound of something splattering against the screen. The noise changes to a thick wet sound before the elf speaks, again. ]

Do you believe that I could be loved? Truly loved?

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