[ Through their connection, he lightly rests his hand on the sensation - the one of grabbing at the front of his suit. He lightly pats the top of those claws. There, there. It's just a friendly chat. ]
Greed-san. You may lose all of your tethers. Silco-san said he would assist you if something might happen. I'm sure the rest of us would feel like doing something for you, as well.
[ However -- ] It would be easier to just harm what you care about than to cause you pain, if you ask me. You are our leader, after all, and it seems as though you are willing and able to take in everything that may befall you. [ And it seems like he has a lot of faith in Silco, as well. Yuuto has no opinion one way or the other, but he simply feels like saying: ]
It feels as though you have a lot of regrets that you're running from, is all.
[ Another smile. ] I don't know what they might be and it's none of my business. [ His favorite line. ] Unfortunately, you're the one that is suffering and so I felt I should, at the very least, say... you should stop running.
Greed-san. You may lose all of your tethers. Silco-san said he would assist you if something might happen. I'm sure the rest of us would feel like doing something for you, as well.
[ However -- ] It would be easier to just harm what you care about than to cause you pain, if you ask me. You are our leader, after all, and it seems as though you are willing and able to take in everything that may befall you. [ And it seems like he has a lot of faith in Silco, as well. Yuuto has no opinion one way or the other, but he simply feels like saying: ]
It feels as though you have a lot of regrets that you're running from, is all.
[ Another smile. ] I don't know what they might be and it's none of my business. [ His favorite line. ] Unfortunately, you're the one that is suffering and so I felt I should, at the very least, say... you should stop running.
[After days of isolation Sirius was parched and he gladly accepted the little sympathy from the devil, although he didn't see Greed that way. Not when he was kind enough to let someone like him stay here. He was trying not to see himself as a monster anymore but Sleep reopened those old wounds.
But that was later conversation, one that he might be willing to have when the wounds from the dream weren't so raw. He wanted to, but he needed more time.
He was too tired to argue with Greed's observation and he gave in with a ghost of a smile.] Fair enough. [The aura of cold that radiated from him hungrily wrapped around Greed's warmth as he took his arm, taking advantage of his exhaustion to lean into the other's comforting touch for a moment. His eyes narrowed slightly at the question.]
I'm not sure. Several days maybe but I don't need normal food anymore.
[He craved something else and a shadow crossed over his expression. When was the last time he had that?]
But that was later conversation, one that he might be willing to have when the wounds from the dream weren't so raw. He wanted to, but he needed more time.
He was too tired to argue with Greed's observation and he gave in with a ghost of a smile.] Fair enough. [The aura of cold that radiated from him hungrily wrapped around Greed's warmth as he took his arm, taking advantage of his exhaustion to lean into the other's comforting touch for a moment. His eyes narrowed slightly at the question.]
I'm not sure. Several days maybe but I don't need normal food anymore.
[He craved something else and a shadow crossed over his expression. When was the last time he had that?]
Well, I wonder if you really understand but I suppose you won't know until you know. In any case, I won't tell you I told you so after.
[ Because he isn't that cruel. Kicking someone while they are down is against his sensibilities. ]
Rest assured, I have already accepted him as another employer. [ He interlaces all his fingers save his index - those he lightly taps together thoughtfully. ] I have not seen what he can accomplish and so I'll just have to believe what you say, Greed-san.
[ A neutral response to the boasting of Silco. ]
I believe you are far more human than you believe yourself to be. The Sin of Greed has more humanity than he's willing to admit. Because to admit would mean that he might end up hurt.
[ His voice shifts to something sympathetic, something kind, but it is only something. ]
I believe you're running from something painful and attempting to soothe yourself here to avoid acknowledging that agony.
[ Lifting his head, he looks up - like he's making eye contact. His gaze calm, serene, gentle; friendliness baked underneath the resolve. ]
To protect yourself, you should try to come to terms with it... or you'll always be running scared... afraid that it will show up in the new horror Sleep decides to show you.
[ A slight pause. ] It is why your face doesn't know what shape to be, isn't it?
[ Because he isn't that cruel. Kicking someone while they are down is against his sensibilities. ]
Rest assured, I have already accepted him as another employer. [ He interlaces all his fingers save his index - those he lightly taps together thoughtfully. ] I have not seen what he can accomplish and so I'll just have to believe what you say, Greed-san.
[ A neutral response to the boasting of Silco. ]
I believe you are far more human than you believe yourself to be. The Sin of Greed has more humanity than he's willing to admit. Because to admit would mean that he might end up hurt.
[ His voice shifts to something sympathetic, something kind, but it is only something. ]
I believe you're running from something painful and attempting to soothe yourself here to avoid acknowledging that agony.
[ Lifting his head, he looks up - like he's making eye contact. His gaze calm, serene, gentle; friendliness baked underneath the resolve. ]
To protect yourself, you should try to come to terms with it... or you'll always be running scared... afraid that it will show up in the new horror Sleep decides to show you.
[ A slight pause. ] It is why your face doesn't know what shape to be, isn't it?
グリードさん、こんにちは。
「マーマー」を通じてご連絡し、多大なるご迷惑をおかけしましたことを深くお詫び申し上げます。私は、あなたの日々の生活や、プライベートな時間に何を考えているかについて、口出しする権利があるなどと愚かにも思い込んでいました。私のような身分の低い従業員が、上司に対して「はい、承知いたしました」以外のことを言うべきではありません。
「スリープ」が今後どのような展開を見せるか分かりませんので、このようなことが二度と起こらないとはお約束できません。
また、あなたがこれを読めるかどうかさえ、定かではありません。
それゆえ、私の行動の多くは意味をなさなくなるかもしれませんが、私の行動の背後にある意図については、ご理解いただけるものと信じております。
もしあなたが望まれるのであれば、私はこれまで以上に一生懸命働きますので、どうかご理解ください。
改めて、私の過ちについて深くお詫び申し上げます。
麒飼 遊人
Translation: Salutations, Greed-san.
I deeply apologize for the great inconvenience due to reaching out to you in the murmur. I foolishly believed that I had any right to tell you how to carry on with your day to day living and what you may be processing in your own time. A lowly employee like myself has nothing to say to their boss beyond "yes, sir."
I cannot promise that this will not happen in the future as I do not know what Sleep will have in store for us.
I also am uncertain if you can read this, at all.
Which renders much of what I am doing moot, but I believe you will understand the meaning behind what I have done.
Please understand I will work even harder for you, if you so desire.
Once more, I deeply apologize for my mistakes.
Kigai Yuuto
「マーマー」を通じてご連絡し、多大なるご迷惑をおかけしましたことを深くお詫び申し上げます。私は、あなたの日々の生活や、プライベートな時間に何を考えているかについて、口出しする権利があるなどと愚かにも思い込んでいました。私のような身分の低い従業員が、上司に対して「はい、承知いたしました」以外のことを言うべきではありません。
「スリープ」が今後どのような展開を見せるか分かりませんので、このようなことが二度と起こらないとはお約束できません。
また、あなたがこれを読めるかどうかさえ、定かではありません。
それゆえ、私の行動の多くは意味をなさなくなるかもしれませんが、私の行動の背後にある意図については、ご理解いただけるものと信じております。
もしあなたが望まれるのであれば、私はこれまで以上に一生懸命働きますので、どうかご理解ください。
改めて、私の過ちについて深くお詫び申し上げます。
麒飼 遊人
Translation: Salutations, Greed-san.
I deeply apologize for the great inconvenience due to reaching out to you in the murmur. I foolishly believed that I had any right to tell you how to carry on with your day to day living and what you may be processing in your own time. A lowly employee like myself has nothing to say to their boss beyond "yes, sir."
I cannot promise that this will not happen in the future as I do not know what Sleep will have in store for us.
I also am uncertain if you can read this, at all.
Which renders much of what I am doing moot, but I believe you will understand the meaning behind what I have done.
Please understand I will work even harder for you, if you so desire.
Once more, I deeply apologize for my mistakes.
Kigai Yuuto
[ Sharon feels him there in the connection, as close as he's ever been, the edge of his presence softened just enough to dull its usual bite. And then, just as quickly, he slips away again, putting distance between them like it's something required, something he has to do. She doesn't want that, even if she lets it happen.
A taste of her own medicine, he says, and Sharon can't help the faint curve of her smile—thin, fleeting, almost ghostlike as it flickers through the psychic link. There's nothing she wants more. It's what she's done for decades: giving people back exactly what they've handed her, letting them feel it in full. And with Sleep? She'd go to nearly any length to make that happen. ]
All right. [ The thought brushes after him. ] How about tomorrow, then?
A taste of her own medicine, he says, and Sharon can't help the faint curve of her smile—thin, fleeting, almost ghostlike as it flickers through the psychic link. There's nothing she wants more. It's what she's done for decades: giving people back exactly what they've handed her, letting them feel it in full. And with Sleep? She'd go to nearly any length to make that happen. ]
All right. [ The thought brushes after him. ] How about tomorrow, then?
I don't know. I believe I could hurt you quite easily.
[ Interlacing his fingers, he believes this very much to be true. While he can't do anything about the physical state of Greed; he is certain he could peel away his smile. ]
But I'm not that mean.
[ A dismissive reply, even though he is attempting to kill him with a million tiny, little cuts. ]
However, as you are asking me, I believe it's something too painful to name or even talk to anyone about, which means it will one day choke you.
[ His head lifts to meet his "gaze" through the Murmur. His smile just as placid as ever, just as empty, just as friendly in its emptiness. Still, there is something sympathetic in how he talks to him. ]
I'll call it an old memory, then.
[ A beat. ] How long do you intend to be mired in your old memory?
[ Interlacing his fingers, he believes this very much to be true. While he can't do anything about the physical state of Greed; he is certain he could peel away his smile. ]
But I'm not that mean.
[ A dismissive reply, even though he is attempting to kill him with a million tiny, little cuts. ]
However, as you are asking me, I believe it's something too painful to name or even talk to anyone about, which means it will one day choke you.
[ His head lifts to meet his "gaze" through the Murmur. His smile just as placid as ever, just as empty, just as friendly in its emptiness. Still, there is something sympathetic in how he talks to him. ]
I'll call it an old memory, then.
[ A beat. ] How long do you intend to be mired in your old memory?
[ Yuuto glances at the letter that is pushed underneath his door.
He picks up, squinting at the letters. It looks like English but isn't close enough for him to be able to parse what it could say. However, he does get the impression that perhaps he has messed up --
-- and going to go have a sleepover at someone else's house until he's forgiven.
Weh-weh. ]
He picks up, squinting at the letters. It looks like English but isn't close enough for him to be able to parse what it could say. However, he does get the impression that perhaps he has messed up --
-- and going to go have a sleepover at someone else's house until he's forgiven.
Weh-weh. ]
[ It's through the Murmur that he reaches out to lightly poke the Sin's forehead. ]
Don't ask me to hurt you then threaten me with a good time.
[ His smile returns just as friendly and pleasant as always. He retracts the feeling of him reaching out to literally poke the bear, as it were. ]
I'm one of yours and working with you under my own volition, of course. [ A soft laugh follows after. ] If you vanish from this place, if you die, I am certain there are those that will mourn that passing but I'm afraid... I will forget all about you because your memory isn't worth holding onto after you're gone.
[ However, that is how he feels about anyone. Even someone he attempted to save the life of. He doesn't dislike anyone. ]
You're just a life of one sin who burning ever so brightly yet obviously crying out for something he doesn't have the courage to name.
[ Again, his hand lifts as he lightly chuckles. ] I don't know what that might be, but I do think it's painful to watch.
[ However, it isn't just Greed. ] Everyone's running from something, I suppose... but you should try to make it a little less obvious how much you're sprinting. [ And he interlaces his fingers and smiles. ]
I suppose I'll keep asking until you decide to turn around and face me.
[ A casual reply. ]
Don't ask me to hurt you then threaten me with a good time.
[ His smile returns just as friendly and pleasant as always. He retracts the feeling of him reaching out to literally poke the bear, as it were. ]
I'm one of yours and working with you under my own volition, of course. [ A soft laugh follows after. ] If you vanish from this place, if you die, I am certain there are those that will mourn that passing but I'm afraid... I will forget all about you because your memory isn't worth holding onto after you're gone.
[ However, that is how he feels about anyone. Even someone he attempted to save the life of. He doesn't dislike anyone. ]
You're just a life of one sin who burning ever so brightly yet obviously crying out for something he doesn't have the courage to name.
[ Again, his hand lifts as he lightly chuckles. ] I don't know what that might be, but I do think it's painful to watch.
[ However, it isn't just Greed. ] Everyone's running from something, I suppose... but you should try to make it a little less obvious how much you're sprinting. [ And he interlaces his fingers and smiles. ]
I suppose I'll keep asking until you decide to turn around and face me.
[ A casual reply. ]
[ Greed bleeds through the connection—sensations that feel unmistakably him, wrapping around her with a sense of comfort and security. Not parental, not quite, but something closer to a guardian—sharp claws, sharper teeth, and that familiar, instinctive sense of safety she leans into without hesitation. Like she's been starving for it without ever quite realizing. ]
Don't worry, Greed, I will, but... I don't think we have to worry about her right now. She'll only care once we actually succeed; until then, she'll see all these plans as something cute. [ There is a bitter edge to it. Sleep doesn't see them as a threat, not really. Just small, harmless things playing at something bigger. ]
Don't worry, Greed, I will, but... I don't think we have to worry about her right now. She'll only care once we actually succeed; until then, she'll see all these plans as something cute. [ There is a bitter edge to it. Sleep doesn't see them as a threat, not really. Just small, harmless things playing at something bigger. ]


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